Hoffmans vectors

Here I am. Not on the picture. Behind the PC - Eloquently Exhibitionistic Egon

Insomniac with a blog. A.K.A An Asshole

Not really an insomniac. Not really nothing.

More like a caffeine addict. Today caffeine. What tomorrow?

An experimenter. Only friend I ever had.

Masochist. Only friend you ever had.

Oh yes, by the way:

Happy new year. While celebrating try to remember some important key points

• Be reasonable while having good time.
• Try to avoid getting yourself blown up with fireworks or dead via alcohol/drug overdose accidentally. Nobody likes a party-pooper. But there is an exception that is unless you do it intentionally.
• In case of deliberate self-destructive behaviour aim for succeeding. Failure is not acceptable and cry for help/attention is just pathetic. Treating your sorry ass back to life costs taxpayers money and lots of it while funerals are quite cheap and come from the pockets of your loved ones who should have taken time to prevent this thing from happening in the first place. Take 10 extra pills, drink extra bottle of Vodka, look directly into fireworks and/or don't put the gun against your temple but in your mouth (I know it might seem gay, but you're going to be dead so, who gives a shit) or what ever suits you until it's effective.
• Previously make a list to whom you want to send your warm holiday greetings. You'll be amazed how much time you save to party away.
• Good way not to get busted while being under the influence of narcotics like LSD, DMT or cannabis or something like that is to lock yourself into the house with big stash of food. It is clever to hide the key behind the portrait of Mona Lisa so that if you are going to retrieve it, you get stuck wondering what the hell is she/he smiling.
• Keep up the good mood and remember: Shared happiness is double happiness.

Thing is I'm not depressed or drug addicted or suicidal or even so cynical as I often appear to be. Don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't think that depression, drugs, suicide and cynicism aren't good things (really I don't think they are but this is not the real reason). What is?

I'm just tired so I'm spamming this site. Can't do anything productive. Can't do anything destructive. Why do anything?

Your guess is as good as mine. I think it is because I need to get my sleeping rhythm back to order. There is a plus side. Obsessive thoughts that have been haunting me past weeks are pretty much gone. On the negative side, boredom is intense. And I'm hallucinating a little. Truth to be told, I'm scared to go downstairs.

I shall try to study a little. Yeah right....